~Update~

So, here's an update on my life.  I don't even know when the last time I posted is. Anyways.

 

This year I went out to a private school instead of being homeschooled.  The beginning of the year was, well, kinda hard.  I wasn't used to the schedule, or having to bring home homework every night. I was used to either finishing my school at 9-11 in the morning or finishing at sometimes 5 at night.  I tried to avoid that though haha.  It was also hard cause I was used to being the only one taught in my grade, so if I didn't understand something, we'd take extra time on that thing.  But now, when I didn't understand it really didin't matter.  I had to just kepp going with everyone else and hope to pass my quizzes and tests.  But yeah, I'm sure you know about that.  I love school now but it's still hard sometimes.  I am an extremely shy, quiet person.  At least in public, at home that's different haha.  But it's hard for me cause when I get in front of people I freeze.  I don't know what to say and I feel awkward and uncomftorable.  I feel my face turn red and I rush through what I'm saying.  So, now I have to present projects in fron of my grade (Which is only 6 people, but still) ad sometimes my entire class (agian, very small, 15 people including me).  I feel terrified when I get in front of people.  And I care entirely wayyyy too much of what people think of me.  I'm quiet cause I'm afraid of what people will say or think of me.  I wish I wasn't that way, but I am.  And sometimes my friends make fun of me or give me a hard time about it and it makes me feel even worse. But, since I have gone out to school, I've gotten better.  Not much, but still better. My amazing and encouragin friends have also helped me come out of my shell a little.

Ha, so yeah thats a little more than an update on my life, I guess?

Nothing is really new besides school. Besides the whole Elijah situation but that's gone.  He is with a different family now but yeahhhh.